From Rachel Toor
I’m just gonna admit it. I sat in faculty senate and raised my hand to vote no confidence in a president.
Someone came into our university with a previous no-confidence vote at another institution. Nearly the entire faculty had favored the interim person, a beloved internal candidate. Reports of screaming from the closed board meeting were widely circulated.
So the president came in with stacked odds. But then did some really good things. And then did some not so good things. And then made the wrong move: got defensive. Early on, in senate, I argued not to be rash and to allow some more time. But time passed and eventually we voted nearly unanimously “no confidence.”
After a public (Zoom) meeting where faculty, staff, graduate students and even faculty spouses let the board have it in ways that to this day I find horrifying, the president was no longer president.
Possibly there was no way to repair the vexed relationship as both sides dug in and carried on with resentment and bitterness. But we all should have tried harder for the sake of the institution. The years that followed included the ugliest, most uncivil meetings I’ve ever attended. Now, we are—like everyone—in a position where we must make big changes, and I’m not sure we’ll be able to work together to get there.
As a regular faculty member, I didn’t know much about the situation beyond our campus, and because, like many of my colleagues, I’ve only ever been full-time tenured faculty at one place, I voted for what I thought was right at the time.
Now I think I was wrong. I think we were wrong.
Here’s what I learned too late: There’s a difference between a president doing hinky things and a president making hard decisions. If someone is corrupt, they should be removed. If they’re making hard decisions I don’t agree with but for reasons that have an institution’s best interests in mind, well, that’s why they have their job and I’m lucky to have mine. We have to believe we’re playing on the same team, and also recognize that there’s a captain. Shared governance notwithstanding, I am still an employee.
Some presidents now are saying they’re wearing their no-confidence vote as a badge of honor. They may say that publicly, but I suspect (many, though not all) privately suffer needless pain while trying to do their best. If we keep running out the good people, we’re going to be in even deeper doo-doo. Friendly fire is the last thing we all need when there’s plenty coming from the enemy.
If you need a break, I just devoured Julia May Jonas’s 2022 novel, Vladimir (recommended by a president friend). If you liked Stoner, this is a way spicier update of the campus novel. Read it before the Netflix series comes out in March. Hey! Should we have a Sandbox book group?